【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【二】【楼】【东】【边】【一】【间】【屋】【子】【】【摆】【着】【三】【个】【书】【架】【，】【散】【发】【出】【油】【漆】【的】【气】【味】【】【书】【架】【上】【摆】【满】【了】【一】【色】【新】【的】【书】【籍】【。】【临】【南】【窗】【摆】【着】【一】【张】【书】【桌】【】【笔】【墨】【整】【齐】【地】【置】【于】【案】【头】【。】【我】【真】【有】【点】【惊】【呆】【了】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【他】【所】【极】【力】【维】【护】【着】【的】【某】【一】【得】【意】【之】【笔】【，】【我】【却】【毫】【不】【客】【气】【他】【说】【那】【一】【段】【应】【该】【彻】【底】【干】【净】【地】【删】【除】【掉】【】【于】【是】【，】【争】【论】【就】【不】【可】【避】【免】【了】【】【对】【于】【他】【看】【过】【的】【我】【的】【习】【作】【，】【类】【似】【的】【争】【议】【似】【乎】【更】【为】【激】【烈】【】【我】【和】【他】【尚】【未】【养】【成】【高】【雅】【的】【涵】【养】【，】【譬】【如】【说】【】【应】【该】【谦】【逊】【地】【听】【取】【对】【方】【的】【意】【见】【，】【不】【应】【该】【当】【面】【眼】【对】【眼】【牙】【对】【牙】【地】【驳】【斥】【；】【应】【该】【斟】【酌】【给】【对】【方】【谈】【意】【见】【的】【方】【式】【方】【法】【】【尤】【应】【以】【鼓】【励】【为】【主】【，】【先】【谈】【优】【点】【】【再】【说】【不】【足】【，】【然】【后】【再】【提】【出】【修】【改】【补】【救】【的】【措】【施】【】【使】【对】【方】【于】【心】【理】【和】【感】【情】【上】【易】【于】【接】【受】【。】【没】【有】【】【我】【们】【之】【间】【从】【一】【开】【始】【好】【像】【就】【没】【有】【这】【种】【文】【质】【彬】【彬】【的】【习】【惯】【，】【一】【当】【讨】【论】【起】【来】【】【就】【争】【就】【吵】【。】【开】【始】【时】【】【他】【的】【新】【媳】【妇】【曾】【经】【劝】【过】【我】【们】【，】【不】【要】【失】【了】【和】【气】【】【后】【来】【习】【以】【为】【常】【了】【，】【就】【只】【顾】【剪】【她】【的】【鞋】【底】【或】【者】【纳】【扎】【鞋】【帮】【】【一】【任】【我】【们】【去】【吵】【。】【如】【果】【是】【在】【冬】【天】【的】【夜】【晚】【】【吵】【得】【夜】【深】【了】【，】【她】【会】【从】【锅】【里】【端】【来】【一】【盘】【刚】【刚】【蒸】【熟】【的】【红】【苕】【】【送】【到】【条】【桌】【上】【，】【那】【是】【十】【分】【惬】【意】【的】【夜】【餐】【了】【…】【…】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【他】【说】【开】【话】【以】【后】【】【情】【绪】【稍】【微】【稳】【定】【了】【。】【他】【告】【诉】【我】【】【把】【他】【们】【家】【从】【中】【农】【变】【成】【地】【主】【的】【全】【部】【材】【料】【，】【都】【是】【那】【位】【团】【支】【书】【一】【手】【包】【揽】【的】【】【团】【支】【书】【是】【工】【作】【组】【利】【用】【的】【积】【极】【分】【子】【中】【的】【头】【号】【种】【子】【，】【他】【有】【了】【报】【一】【箭】【之】【仇】【的】【极】【好】【机】【会】【】【构】【成】【地】【主】【成】【分】【的】【关】【键】【一】【条】【是】【解】【放】【前】【三】【年】【的】【雇】【工】【剥】【削】【总】【量】【，】【占】【有】【多】【大】【比】【例】【】【惠】【畅】【家】【没】【有】【雇】【过】【长】【工】【，】【只】【在】【夏】【收】【秋】【收】【时】【雇】【过】【短】【工】【】【于】【是】【，】【用】【短】【工】【总】【数】【抵】【当】【长】【工】【】【仍】【不】【够】【比】【例】【，】【团】【支】【书】【在】【私】【下】【哄】【劝】【威】【胁】【下】【几】【个】【社】【员】【】【干】【脆】【…】【…】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【没】【有】【啊】【…】【…】【唔】【！】【我】【结】【婚】【后】【的】【第】【三】【天】【，】【她】【来】【了】【】【气】【色】【不】【好】【。】【秀】【花】【看】【出】【一】【点】【意】【思】【 】【…】【…】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【翻】【上】【干】【沟】【的】【顶】【端】【】【远】【远】【可】【以】【眺】【见】【城】【市】【的】【灯】【火】【了】【。】【赶】【天】【明】【】【可】【以】【步】【行】【到】【市】【区】【，】【倒】【是】【可】【以】【节】【约】【下】【二】【毛】【钱】【的】【车】【费】【】【我】【们】【俩】【扯】【开】【步】【子】【，】【在】【乡】【村】【和】【城】【市】【的】【边】【沿】【上】【赶】【路】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【终】【于】【走】【上】【千】【余】【人】【的】【夶】【剧】【院】【的】【讲】【台】【了】【。】【我】【索】【性】【谁】【也】【不】【看】【】【先】【用】【一】【根】【煙】【来】【镇】【静】【一】【下】【…】【…】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【我】【明】【年】【要】【发】【表】【1】【0】【万】【字】【的】【小】【说】【。】【”】【惠】【畅】【说】【】【“】【天】【哪】【！】【《】【小】【河】【秋】【高】【》】【一】【发】【表】【，】【我】【的】【劲】【头】【像】【火】【山】【爆】【发】【了】【】【我】【觉】【得】【要】【写】【的】【东】【西】【太】【多】【了】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】手机shelper软件是什么功能【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【和】【惠】【畅】【对】【面】【坐】【下】【，】【中】【间】【隔】【着】【火】【堆】【】【火】【焰】【从】【三】【块】【石】【头】【的】【空】【隙】【冒】【起】【来】【，】【锅】【边】【上】【发】【出】【吱】【吱】【吱】【的】【叫】【声】【】【我】【们】【就】【着】【火】【苗】【，】【点】【燃】【了】【纸】【烟】【】【“】【海】【河】【”】【牌】【香】【烟】【，】【天】【蓝】【色】【的】【封】【皮】【】【天】【津】【出】【品】【，】【6】【0】【年】【代】【享】【有】【盛】【誉】【嘚】【一】【种】【高】【级】【烟】【哪】【！】【我】【们】【可】【以】【连】【着】【抽】【掉】【三】【根】【五】【根】【叻】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【没】【有】【问】【题】【，】【你】【报】【的】【两】【人】【都】【有】【效】【】【”】【他】【送】【我】【出】【门】【，】【在】【公】【社】【院】【子】【分】【手】【时】【】【恳】【切】【地】【叮】【咛】【，】【“】【你】【和】【惠】【畅】【都】【来】【参】【加】【考】【试】【】【后】【日】【早】【晨】【8】【点】【，】【在】【小】【学】【校】【里】【】【甭】【迟】【到】【了】【…】【…】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【秀】【花】【拍】【打】【着】【围】【腰】【布】【上】【的】【面】【粉】【末】【儿】【，】【有】【点】【懊】【丧】【地】【抱】【怨】【我】【：】【“】【你】【是】【熟】【人】【】【也】【装】【起】【客】【气】【来】【咧】【！】【让】【我】【擀】【下】【那】【么】【多】【面】【，】【可】【怎】【么】【办】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【们】【俩】【脱】【光】【衣】【服】【，】【在】【清】【凉】【的】【河】【水】【里】【躺】【下】【来】【】【头】【枕】【着】【一】【块】【光】【滑】【的】【河】【石】【，】【把】【全】【身】【都】【浸】【泡】【在】【河】【水】【里】【】【蚊】【虫】【无】【法】【下】【口】【，】【团】【团】【飞】【旋】【蜇】【磨】【在】【头】【顶】【】【我】【们】【一】【人】【抓】【一】【把】【臭】【蒿】【子】【，】【悠】【悠】【拂】【打】【着】【蚊】【子】【】【河】【水】【从】【胸】【膛】【上】【流】【过】【去】【，】【身】【子】【下】【边】【的】【沙】【子】【被】【掏】【空】【了】【】【我】【就】【挪】【一】【挪】【位】【置】【。】【星】【星】【在】【蓝】【天】【上】【眨】【着】【眼】【睛】【】【深】【邃】【无】【垠】【的】【天】【际】【神】【秘】【莫】【测】【，】【一】【缕】【缕】【轻】【纱】【蝉】【翼】【似】【的】【云】【丝】【在】【月】【亮】【的】【脸】【上】【飘】【过】【去】【】【河】【滩】【又】【明】【亮】【起】【来】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【噢】【呀】【…】【…】【”】【我】【深】【深】【地】【被】【他】【感】【动】【了】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【和】【马】【罗】【香】【啧】【啧】【地】【抽】【着】【“】【海】【河】【”】【牌】【香】【烟】【，】【坐】【在】【火】【堆】【旁】【】【静】【静】【地】【听】【惠】【畅】【念】【《】【小】【河】【秋】【高】【》】【。】【马】【罗】【很】【不】【自】【然】【】【大】【约】【是】【受】【宠】【若】【惊】【，】【格】【外】【用】【心】【地】【支】【楞】【着】【脑】【袋】【】【连】【咳】【嗽】【也】【压】【低】【了】【声】【音】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【体】【察】【了】【一】【个】【老】【编】【辑】【的】【责】【任】【心】【】【就】【不】【好】【再】【使】【他】【作】【难】【。】【稿】【子】【终】【于】【没】【有】【发】【出】【去】【】【他】【把】【原】【槁】【退】【给】【我】【，】【并】【附】【寄】【一】【件】【诚】【恳】【委】【婉】【的】【长】【信】【】【让】【我】【一】【并】【交】【给】【惠】【畅】【，】【再】【做】【些】【解】【释】【工】【作】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【好】【！】【惠】【畅】【今】【日】【平】【反】【，】【我】【给】【他】【放】【一】【声】【火】【铳】【！】【”】【马】【罗】【老】【汉】【也】【兴】【致】【大】【发】【】【“】【为】【惠】【畅】【呜】【冤】【放】【炮】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【首】【先】【从】【惊】【喜】【中】【镇】【静】【下】【来】【，】【捡】【起】【报】【纸】【】【坐】【在】【河】【石】【上】【，】【端】【详】【起】【来】【】【真】【怪】【，】【同】【样】【是】【惠】【畅】【两】【字】【】【一】【经】【铅】【字】【在】【报】【纸】【上】【印】【出】【来】【，】【顿】【然】【神】【气】【多】【了】【！】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【和】【主】【持】【这】【场】【讲】【座】【的】【文】【联】【的】【老】【张】【从】【后】【台】【偏】【门】【走】【出】【去】【】【就】【进】【入】【一】【条】【背】【巷】【，】【我】【无】【法】【相】【信】【】【老】【张】【竟】【然】【说】【我】【讲】【得】【不】【错】【，】【很】【实】【际】【】【我】【只】【信】【他】【是】【出】【于】【鼓】【励】【我】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【识】【得】【几】【个】【】【”】【马】【罗】【说】【“】【我】【一】【边】【认】【，】【一】【边】【前】【后】【揣】【摸】【】【也】【就】【碰】【出】【意】【思】【来】【了】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【惠】【畅】【在】【昏】【暗】【的】【灯】【光】【下】【】【困】【难】【而】【专】【注】【地】【辨】【别】【着】【报】【纸】【上】【的】【字】【迹】【。】【我】【回】【过】【头】【看】【时】【】【马】【罗】【刚】【才】【支】【楞】【得】【又】【端】【又】【直】【的】【脖】【颈】【歪】【下】【去】【了】【，】【脑】【袋】【低】【垂】【着】【】【这】【个】【吃】【饱】【了】【点】【心】【、】【蛋】【糕】【又】【喝】【足】【了】【烧】【酒】【的】【马】【罗】【，】【已】【经】【响】【起】【舒】【悦】【的】【鼾】【声】【…】【…】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【不】【好】【…】【…】【”】【惠】【畅】【拉】【开】【抽】【斗】【】【取】【出】【稿】【子】【，】【交】【给】【老】【肖】【手】【里】【时】【】【有】【点】【惶】【惶】【，】【“】【你】【要】【多】【指】【正】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【和】【老】【仲】【的】【第】【一】【次】【接】【触】【，】【就】【从】【此】【开】【始】【】【而】【且】【喜】【欢】【他】【了】【，】【他】【对】【能】【发】【表】【一】【篇】【稿】【子】【的】【人】【所】【表】【示】【的】【热】【情】【和】【器】【重】【】【使】【我】【自】【觉】【消】【除】【了】【心】【里】【诸】【多】【的】【界】【碑】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【还】【是】【要】【相】【信】【党】【…】【…】【相】【信】【群】【众】【…】【…】【”】【 】【我】【把】【这】【句】【早】【已】【呼】【熟】【说】【顺】【的】【真】【理】【端】【给】【他】【】【 】【“】【五】【老】【汉】【的】【良】【心】【…】【…】【可】【以】【证】【明】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【每】【当】【我】【思】【想】【抛】【锚】【】【神】【志】【不】【专】【的】【时】【候】【，】【他】【的】【朗】【读】【声】【就】【提】【高】【半】【度】【】【而】【且】【侧】【过】【头】【看】【我】【一】【眼】【。】【我】【立】【即】【抖】【擞】【精】【神】【】【做】【出】【专】【心】【致】【志】【听】【着】【的】【神】【态】【。】【他】【的】【声】【音】【又】【舒】【畅】【地】【继】【续】【下】【去】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【你】【听】【我】【的】【什】【么】【胡】【扯】【…】【…】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【真】【想】【吃】【糖】【。】【我】【大】【约】【有】【一】【年】【多】【没】【有】【尝】【过】【糖】【的】【那】【种】【美】【好】【的】【滋】【味】【了】【】【站】【在】【露】【天】【的】【电】【影】【场】【上】【，】【瞅】【着】【银】【幕】【上】【的】【惊】【险】【的】【反】【特】【故】【事】【片】【的】【画】【面】【】【手】【插】【在】【裤】【兜】【里】【，】【嘴】【里】【含】【一】【颗】【水】【果】【糖】【】【那】【该】【是】【一】【种】【多】【么】【舒】【心】【的】【享】【受】【哇】【！】【不】【过】【，】【买】【烟】【的】【主】【意】【也】【不】【错】【】【我】【们】【平】【时】【用】【纸】【条】【儿】【卷】【旱】【烟】【未】【儿】【的】【手】【艺】【，】【在】【黑】【暗】【的】【电】【影】【场】【上】【就】【有】【诸】【多】【不】【便】【之】【处】【了】【】【好】【！】【我】【立】【即】【表】【示】【赞】【同】【，】【我】【们】【俩】【走】【到】【一】【个】【卖】【烟】【的】【小】【摊】【前】【了】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【你】【不】【知】【道】【这】【流】【氓】【得】【势】【的】【时】【候】【怎】【样】【折】【磨】【人】【哪】【！】【他】【知】【道】【我】【爱】【书】【，】【把】【我】【的】【书】【全】【部】【搜】【出】【来】【】【就】【堆】【在】【我】【的】【门】【口】【烧】【，】【一】【边】【烧】【着】【】【还】【一】【边】【唱】【着】【书】【名】【。】【我】【在】【屋】【里】【听】【见】【那】【个】【声】【音】【】【真】【是】【心】【里】【往】【外】【冒】【火】【…】【…】【好】【了】【！】【他】【也】【尝】【到】【了】【挨】【打】【挨】【斗】【的】【滋】【味】【了】【！】【斗】【他】【的】【时】【候】【，】【五】【类】【分】【子】【照】【例】【得】【陪】【斗】【】【我】【爸】【也】【低】【头】【站】【着】【，】【我】【已】【经】【习】【以】【为】【常】【了】【】【只】【要】【把】【那】【个】【流】【氓】【收】【拾】【一】【顿】【，】【我】【爸】【陪】【斗】【十】【回】【也】【值】【得】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【他】【说】【】【我】【娘】【家】【是】【贫】【农】【，】【我】【不】【必】【跟】【他】【背】【一】【辈】【子】【黑】【锅】【！】【我】【说】【我】【一】【不】【当】【官】【】【二】【不】【写】【文】【章】【，】【三】【不】【想】【入】【党】【】【任】【啥】【成】【分】【都】【一】【样】【。】【他】【又】【说】【孩】【子】【太】【可】【怜】【】【跟】【他】【注】【定】【要】【受】【罪】【，】【长】【大】【了】【连】【个】【媳】【妇】【也】【难】【找】【！】【”】【秀】【花】【说】【】【“】【他】【说】【要】【我】【跟】【他】【离】【了】【婚】【，】【把】【娃】【儿】【带】【走】【】【进】【谁】【家】【贫】【农】【的】【门】【做】【后】【代】【去】【…】【…】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【和】【惠】【畅】【对】【面】【坐】【丅】【，】【中】【间】【隔】【着】【火】【堆】【】【火】【焰】【从】【三】【块】【石】【头】【的】【空】【隙】【冒】【起】【来】【，】【锅】【边】【上】【发】【出】【吱】【吱】【吱】【的】【叫】【声】【】【我】【们】【就】【着】【火】【苗】【，】【点】【燃】【了】【纸】【烟】【】【“】【海】【河】【”】【牌】【香】【烟】【，】【天】【蓝】【色】【的】【葑】【皮】【】【天】【津】【出】【品】【，】【6】【0】【年】【代】【享】【有】【盛】【誉】【的】【一】【种】【高】【级】【烟】【哪】【！】【我】【们】【可】【以】【连】【着】【抽】【掉】【三】【根】【五】【根】【了】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【终】【于】【走】【上】【千】【余】【人】【的】【大】【剧】【院】【的】【讲】【台】【了】【。】【我】【索】【性】【谁】【也】【不】【看】【】【先】【用】【一】【根】【烟】【来】【镇】【静】【一】【下】【…】【…】【 】【 】